Commissions Closed

Commissions are going to be closed until further notice, until then people will have the ability to request for anything they want with any content in sketch, line sketch, line art, flat color or full color all with or without a background.

Thank you for your time.

Holiday Commissions

Hey everyone. It's me again here to let you in on the next sale. Holiday pictures for all of a whopping $3 (Or 120 Points if you're on dA). All full color. With or without a background is up to you!

Limits: 1 Commission per person
5 Characters maximum in a Picture

In unrelated news I would like to know what everyone's doing for their Thanksgiving and Christmas holiday I'm curious.

As for me? I'm going to be spending Thanksgiving eating...and getting ready for work on Black Friday. Yay for waking up at 3 or 4 AM!

Christmas? I'm probably gonna ask for some new headphones, hopefully to have my brother out of the room, maybe even try to look for another job. Nothin' much going on for me, lemme know what you're gonna be up too!

Just so you know lol

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The circle...of no life?

Food Poisoning?

It seems either one of two foods I ate may have put me in over...or under my head. Of course I probably should have known not to eat all that I did in that one day. Before work just a couple days ago I had just some Whoppers (the candy) and a Peach flavored Brisk. Nothing big. For lunch I had McDonalds and while it's possible that was it, I don't think it was. For dinner I had Taco Bell. After those items, I found the rest of my night being spent mostly on the toilet. For the safety of my readers I won't explain more, (I think it was the whoppers that caused it all).

Lol Coworkers.

Aaah...You gotta love 'em am I right? I got back from my first 14 hour shift today. That's right kids. Fourteen hours (with two breaks). Open to close man, that's what I call work..

Anyway, coworker who was supposed to fill in for me got a bad case of the flu and ended up not being able to come to work and what not. So manager asked if I would stay till closing and I accepted. It kinda took it's way from there, I suppose.

Moving on to the next special.

It's that time again. Another special is in the making. Call me crazy but I believe it's time to make everything a Dollar.

That's right. A dollar, You can't do much better than that, unless it was free of course. I'm not that nuts though. I need to make a living as much as the next guy. 

So yea. "Everything's a dollar. What can I get with this dollar?" is probably the next thing on your mind. How about anything from a Sketch to a Full Color with background, PLUS as a fanservice you have the choice of adding in one of my five most popular girls (or guys if you should want one, it can be changed if you like). I've been needing to draw my girls for a little while and figured, "Hey, why not add them in with some new people." As a VERY generous person this dollar special is not limited by content rating either. Tame? Go for it. Mature? Be the daring. Adult? Go get 'em tiger. 

Too late...

I've realized it's too late now. I didn't care and it's only going to get worse from here...I can only hope it won't affect how my life goes.

Marker Fundraiser!

Hey guys, me again, here with another sale!

This time I need commissions and I need 'em bad. Now I'm gonna lay down the ground rules so we know what's going on.

First off, I'm gonna throw in a free digital touch up to whatever you commission me, normally a 9-20% value of the full color picture. (This will be optional of course.)

Next up. 10% off all TAME commission types, plus half off of the addition of extra characters.

20% off all MATURE commission types, plus half off the addition of extra characters.

30% off all ADULT commission types, plus 75% off the addition of extra characters.


And as an added treat. All people who order their commission before Saturday's end will get a free sketch of their choice at no charge and at no limit to content type.


This will be a commission only event, if your looking for requests you'll have to wait.

In the Future

Not right now, but sometime soon I expect to be having another sale on art again solely to get money for my lost set of markers which I so dearly loved to use.

Estimated time to sale will be roughly 2-3 weeks from now.

A Second Job

Hey, I'm still alive here. Been kinda slow what with the September specials and all, which worked out really well I gotta say. I haven't been on the computer quite as much and when I was I had to look up details for commissioners and requesters.

If you're reading this your probably wondering what that has to do with a second job. Just yesterday, a former co-worker of mine quit to work at the gas station about 5 miles away from where I work, not too far if you ask me. I saw her that morning..or afternoon rather and told asked her how it was going so far. Told me it was fine for the time being. I responded by saying I might need to get a morning job she so kindly offered to refer me to the manager, so I should be looking forward to a phone call (Hopefully not during my shift at my current job, that would suuuuck).

An update

Yep....thaaat's it. Nothin really to say.

Well then...

It would seem work is taking it's toll. No closing associate on cashier means more shifts for me.

BUT WAIT THERES MORE...

I got home just a couple hours ago, found out how to split my car and insurance bills up. I need to give up $138 a week just to keep up with my bills. Which means second job is what I need now. Fun Fun Fun...Good luck to me heh.

Even more relief.

Found out my girl is alright. Tomorrow I get to find out what she's been up too..hopefully nothing bad happened to her to cause this..

Relieving information

Just last night I found out from a friend, commonly goes by Kira, that my girl is alive at least but I don't know if she's dangerously sick or anything. So now it's time to reenter the less worried zone of my worry for Jenn..Please be okay..

Pain in my...Foot?

Yes, for some reason there is an acute pain in my foot when/if moved a certain way. I think it has something to do with my walking on my so often because it only seems to happen when I put my heel down (Since it technically hurts around the heel anyway). But yea, I might go see my doctor ask them what's up with this cause it's never happened before a few days ago.

Probably nothing serious I bet. Never hurts to ask though.

P.S. Going into week three of missing Jenn. My worry rises as each moment passes on. My wonder begins to wander into the bad section of thoughts on what could have happened. Hopefully she'll appear soon and try to explain to me what's been up so I don't need to drown myself in sorrow every day.

Madhouse

Iunno, just something to post before I crash for the night I suppose.

And no for my daily rant. In the form of a less than impressive poem.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Jenn, if you're there..
I love you.

Coming Soon

September's here, and you know what, I'm feeling kinda generous right now. Starting the 19th of September (or next Sunday for you others), I'll have all commissions half price AND as a special treat, the requests can be done in line color (color's are limited). This will end at the end of September. If you ask for one now, in this week from now to Wednesday at midnight US Eastern time., I'll take another fourth of the price off. GET YOURS NOW!

First actual break in a while

Two days I have to myself, I plan to enjoy them, no matter how much my mom wants me to go to work on Monday.

Back to band practicing.

Feelin a bit better.

Since Saturday morning I'm feeling a bit better, still kinda tense from the whole event that happened, of which won't be shared.

I still miss Jennifer also.

Other than that, nothing to report really. You can count on minimal activity on dA though.

Me versus Me

My friends. My acquaintences. My close companions. I want them to know but will it be worth it? No. No one can understand me. No one will understand me. It's not their fault that they can't. It's my fault. I'm too complex. I'm too simple.

My life is like a scribbled line on a sheet of paper, no control, no set life of direction no real destination.

I know I'm not the only one out there but trying to show them the real side of my personality is just a no-no.

Noted: Don't feel. It will make my problems worse.
Also Noted: "You're my friend now start acting like it."

Act like a friend. There is no such thing as a real friend?

Now I'm going to find something to do to ease a weighted mind.

Emo Rant - I miss her

Hey guys, it's me again. Another emo rant again about how I'm missing my girlfriend.

two weeks of no Jennifer makes me a very worrisome young adult. I haven't seen her since my mass amount of hours appeared at work.

Jennifer, I miss you severely now, I saw someone with your last name at work and almost broke down over it in front of a customer. Come back to me so I don't have to suffer this illness, this unfortunate prolonged fate of not being able to see you. Bring back the joy you give me so much when we talk to one another. Give me the affection I crave so much from you on a day to day basis. Give me my reason to keep going and standing strong when times get tough. Just come back to me.

C.S.-Z

The 11 Hour Shift

That's right, pulled eleven hours at work, got two breaks I even got loopy as a result of over working, lol. Anyway, next weeks pay is going to be 'very' impressive. Not only do I get Hour and a half pay for Labor day but 50 hours (40 regular, 10 overtime) I plan on seeing large numbers for the check ahead.

For now though, I'm gonna continue my art in hopes that I might get better.

Emo Rant - Love life.

My name is Casey, common name really, but hey, it works. I'm currently 19 and let me tell you, my love life couldn't be more pathetic.

In grade school, of course, I had nothing to do with love, very few people did, it was all about having friends and having fun. Best time of my life. Then I hit 3rd, 4th and 5th grades and it was then I discovered what having a crush on someone meant. Even then, though, I was young, every kid could crush on anyone and not care what happened and I'll not be afraid to admit I had some hot daycare teachers. Not everything lasts long when you're young. I got over them quickly moved on to the next person I thought looked nice and so on and so forth.

When I got into middle school, things got a bit more serious. I started to focus more on the people who were around my age if they weren't in a higher grade anyway. It was middle school that I started seeing more and more couples going about. Kissing, hugging, arm wrapping, the works. In my head, it was all, "Man I want some of that." I'm sure this task of finding someone to date wouldn't have been hard at all. Just a few things kept me from accomplishing this. I was shy. I was quiet. I was worried. What if I did something wrong, not only do I embarrass easily, I make it really obvious. This always kept me from making it over that first step all the time. Didn't matter who I had the crush on or how I tried to plan it. The result always seemed to end the same. It was the same thing all the way up through 8th grade.

When I got to high school, the situation became it's absolute hardest. With hormones at their strongest, the school was hit with drama of some kind no matter who you were, where you were or what the situation of love it was. A large majority of my friends were dating by now and the fact some were worse then others did not make me realize that people screw up. I kept huddled up inside my imaginary shell. It was here that I realized how depressed I got watching people who did date. It is a horrible feeling, especially if you're the person who wants to embrace what someone else is experiencing. Having no backbone to be able to stand up and go is not the most impressive thing to have. By around the last couple of years of High school, there was a transfer student from Maryland, peppy goth type, loved anime, she was a computer tard's dream in a sense. I had the honor of being her friend, after having moved spots from the place everyone hangs at when they go to school (no student dared enter another 'territory' unless they were allowed, you get that whole dilemma). I was hiding from someone so I moved over to where a few of my other friends hung out, this same girl hung around here as well to my surprise. I kept to myself of course, curled into my knees like the emo kid I was. This girl, her name was Eevee, she and a few of the others came over to greet and introduce me, also wondering why I was over there. I definately wasn't one of them, socially. The girl recognized me from the class we both had that same year. Eagerly, I was pulled in by force, peacefully of course. I enjoyed the group I was part of, they made me feel better. I didn't mention anything about how badly I was crushing though, obviously. I hadn't known it but Eevee was a DS player. She and I talked to each other in classes we had together by DS chat. At this time we'd roughly known each other around a year and things, as I noticed, became more and more intimate between the two of us, and in one class while we were DS chatting, we ended up dating each other. My heart raced to this event. I won't get into detail about all the good things that came of this, instead I'll skip ahead to when we had to separate, both from schools and from each other. Around the start of the last year of high school, she told me she'd have to move and that meant transferring schools again. Normally, I'd have a fit but it couldn't be controlled. I'd adapt and for a while after she moved, I did. She made new friends there very quickly, one I should have kept a better eye on. His name was Chase. I had met him and he was a pretty decent guy, an awesome friend as well. Due to my lack of being able to able to go wherever I wanted, whenever I wanted, I couldn't see Eevee as much as I liked. It got so bad that I got a call from her one day. When I answered, I heard not a welcoming and warming hello from the girl I loved but crying, and sniffling. As any lover would do, male or female, I immediately went on the defensive and started asking questions until one answer was this. "I had sex with Chase." Everything went silent. I'm glad my family wasn't home cause I was surely crying myself soon after. Even more sad about this. I was way to open with our relationship. I let her do things she probably shouldn't be allowed too while we were together. It was my first relationship though. How should I have known? I certainly didn't ask people who were in a relationship. All I knew was that this was bad. I didn't know how to console her, how to make her feel better, not even able to scold her, I wasn't a mean person. Anyone who knew me knew I would never yell at someone unless they were family. The only other times after that phone call the two of us talked was to let me know she wasn't pregnant on a later call and after telling me that we simply couldn't see each other anymore on DeviantART. That note was the last I ever saw from the girl. this happened just a year and a half ago, since then I've done nothing other than deviantART related things. I've since dated online with about five people. The last of them I dated twice because of a difficulty in communication.

Her name is Jennifer. She is 20 years of age presently. Her family is beyond crucial. With a house full of racists, she can only look to her mom for the most comfort. I have been dating her, excluding the first time we dated, around half a year to a full year now. I made the mistake once of letting her go because we couldn't connect. Now that we have, I've seen so much more to her. how amazing she is, how happy she makes me, how much of an impact she has on my day to day life. I can't go five minutes without having a thought buzz about her in my head. I'm hoping her family will see it in their heart to come down and meet me someday so I can meet her in person. I look forward to a future that Jennifer and I will share together..Even if it never becomes a physical togetherness.

C.S.-Z

Tireeeed

First day of school for crap loads of people. Working at an office supply store around this time, you better be a over peppy person because it's going to be busy. I couldn't get 20 seconds of rest before another person came up to the register. But yea, tonight was nuts and I get to do it again tomorrow, yaaaaay (see what i did there :n)

That's all i have tonight. See ya later.

Day Two...

Well. Apart from day one, day two wasn't so satisfying.

The day started off with me having work. I was late, of course. Oversleeping is a bad thing, eh? Luckily, my manager didn't pay it any mind. Work for the most part was decent. Almost watched a couple of women fight in front of me. Silly ladies, cutting the line is for places like Wal-Mart and School. Once I got home things got a bit better, or should I say stayed about the same tempo as the rest of the day. No game play for me. Later in the day around six-ish, mother and the siblings came home. They'd gone school shopping, clothes shopping more so. Things only went downhill from here. Starting with mother being all not approving of the music I listen to. So yea, any ideas what else can be nice to listen too? Then apparently my not liking a song my brother does makes me mean. 

Anyway, life goes on. You'll see from me again tomorrow.


Edit: Another thing. Watched Camp Rock: The Final Jam tonight. Only saw the last part of it though cause of how late the tv was turned on. One of the scenes made me realize...My girlfriend knows hardly anything about me, my family, my life in general. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm really not the right person for her or if I need to start opening up before she finds someone a bit more interesting than me. Gonna get back to drawing now before I let the emo side of my personality start writing suicide notes because I don't feel worthy of what I have. Ta.

Day One...

So my first day off the site I'm addicted to went exceptionally better than I thought.


Had pancakes and bacon for breakfast, Pancakes were buttered a bit more than usual (Thanks mom) but still ok. Decided I'd drop my brother a visit in the game shed see what he's up to. No surprise there. With fixed PS3 connection, he's out playing Modern Warfare 2 like a madman. While he did his game play I decided to do a bit of bass practicing, not much though since I'd just eaten and I was still reeeeeally tired. After bothering him for a little while I hopped back on the computer for a bit to update all my sites (Including deviantart, I won't lie). Fixed my commission and requesting forms to make it a bit less confusing. I had left out info regarding finding out who's getting the pic they requested/commissioned. After killing some time on the computer I went back to find that a few relatives visited: My older brother and his daughter and son. That was good. According to my brother he needs to get away from the girl he's living with (duuuurrrr). That dragged on for a hour at least. After he left. I decided it was time to fix the internet access on the Wii. I think the woman I was talking to on the phone thinks I'm a porn seeker. 8B but yea, now i can do wifi on the Wii, once i fixed that. It was nothing but Mario Kart online for the rest of the day, which was kickass :u


Anyway. I have work in the morning so I'm gonna get going now.

So...

So I've come to notice a couple of my coworkers aren't exactly the most...reliable type. One I know is good, though a bit slow. While the other is flat out bad. But eh, I suppose management will do what they do. On the other hand, I've found out the trend of my store's busy times of the year.

Summer: Slow

Fall (back to school): Madhouse

Late fall / Winter: Steady

Winter (around christmas): Busy

Late Winter / Spring: Steady

Spring going into summer: Slow.


Yeeeaa Just thought I'd mention that though. Not really important or anything.

As for art. Being off Deviant ART for a week, I should be able to crank them out like one after the other. Anyway, it's kinda late.. (2.36 AM to be precise) gonna go sleep now.

Week away from dAmn.

That's right, I need it. Can't begin to explain how many times I've bottled up what I've wanted to say and let it turn into senseless emo. In order to flatten the knots out, I'm taking a break from dAmn. Probably all of DeviantArt but like I said, it's not permanent, I know my addiction to the site is as strong as a nicotine fix for smokers. I'm just hoping my girl doesn't worry too much...or my friends pull a dick move on me while I'm gone.

See you on FurAffinity or here! ...Hurr nicotine fix 8B

Reeeally reaaally busy.

Hey there, it's me again, I wanted to let everyone know that I'm gonna be really scarce for a few weeks. Time being back to school and working at a school supply store means really busy which means more people needed in one day. Luckily and unluckily, I am the fastest cashier my store has and i'm being scheduled anywhere from 30-45 hours a week. So yea, if you don't see me around, I'm at work. I'll still try to work on art during the time I'm not at work but I can't do much.

I'll keep everyone updated as much as I can. Until then, keep it real.

Heat.

I think I speak for most people when I say, it's horrible outside the house during this summer.

Temperatures have been record breakers as far as I'm concerned. Thank anything that fall is just around the corner. Other than that, I've started picking the art back up. I'm starting to balance out how much Traditional and Digital work I do (Still do more traditional than anything).

Commissions are still open of course, Info is listed on the side of the page and such. Till then, try to stay safe in this heatwave.

My Art versus My Life.

Just a few days ago I encountered a very bad monetary problem.

It seems when I went to go get a little money from my paycheck, which I normally receive on Fridays. I have no money. Why was this? Because I applied to a company I needed to pay to apply for. (Payment was for classes and the test at the end to be a licensed insurance agent.

$25 was all it took to put me $170 in debt to the bank. So my next paycheck coming up will be 'completely' consumed to pay that off. Hopefully it'll be enough to pay it all off entirely.

On a side note. My art is moving along slowly but surely. I hope to put out a lot more soon. I have a new page up also featuring unfinished works or request works. I'll try and fix this page around more anyway.

More from me later.

Been a little dead lately.

As the title says really, haven't had much time to get around to modifying this really sooo, I'm back to make any changes and updates when and where necessary. Art wise I've been kidna slow, 'specially since my old account on my most active site to date was, in short, destroyed and terminated due to people with grudges.
Anyway. Gonna get back on my feet with images.


This piece I made not too long ago to help with my own advertising cause I need the money to help pay the bills and job seeking isn't exactly doing it for me. I'm sure I'm not alone when I say that.

For any who don't already know me, you can now find me on DeviantART at Chrome-Soul. Kinda short gone now, but I assure you with time it'll fill just as I'll have more to put here as well.

Getting Started

I'm but only getting started with my own blog, in it will hold anything from info about myself, to things that happen with me, to the hobbies I have to the services I can provide.

I look forward to seeing and providing.